Who am I?

I created this blog to express my random thoughts, and in the process gain a better understanding of who I am.

Let me start off with some information about myself (this is from my profile at www.guys4men.com).

People think I'm a snob. The truth is, I'm actually very private and shy.

I'm not an outdoorsy or sporty person. I'd rather exercise my fingers and play computer games. I do however, enjoy traveling the country once in a while. Especially the beach: to feel the sand on my feet; to hear the crashing of the waves; and to watch the sun rise and set.

I consider myself a mall rat. I just like walking around the mall and buying clothes every now and then. I am not a fashionista, though I steer away from clothes that are just too plain and simple. I find it weird however that I dream of the day when I can look good wearing the plainest of the plains: white t-shirt and white jeans.

I enjoy greasy foods: pizza, burger, lechon kawali. My week is not complete if I don't have my two-piece chickenjoy meal at Jollibee.

When I'm annoyed or feeling the blues, a bar of snicker's is definitely a welcome treat.

Despite my love for fatty foods, I'm not huge. At somewhere between 130-140 lbs, some of my friends think I'm rather skinny (I'm just 5'6). I do wish to beef up and tone a bit. But I just don't have the determination of going to the gym and breaking a sweat.

I like lazy days when I can just enjoy a movie (not into horror) or curl up to a fantasy book.

I've always needed an artistic release. I used to draw and write poetry. Now, I'm into a little bit of "sculpting" and "painting".

I'm chinito but not chinese.

I've been described as good looking, cute and ugly. Truly, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Personally, I consider myself as a little bit above average.

Call me shallow, but I want to meet people who are at least cute and presentable. I'm not into people who are too "exotic". For me, a cute face outweighs a hot and buffed body.

I don't have a particular "type". Chinito, mestizo, moreno; white, black. Each has its own beauty to offer.

I want to hang out with people who earn their own money and not living on daddy's plastic (credit card, atm if you must ask). I am not rich, nor I am looking for someone who is. As much as possible, I want to be with people who are middle class like myself. Someone who will not fret and think that a 500 peso meal is too expensive, yet can eat jologs foods like fish ball.

I want to be with someone who is a bit talkative and a good conversationalist. That way, he can balance my "autism." Big plus if he likes watching movies.

I'm not into SEB. I don't need someone who can only offer sex.

I want someone who can share the things that I like, while at the same time, broaden my horizon and help me explore life.

I'm looking for a friend: someone patient, understanding and can be a positive influence to me. If friendship blossoms to something deeper, then I'd be very lucky and thankful.

If you think I have some qualities you like, do drop me a message. Maybe we can watch a movie or have coffee sometime.